Job 19:19 Kabbalah

תִּֽ֭עֲבוּנִי כָּל־מְתֵ֣י סוֹדִ֑י וְזֶֽה־אָ֝הַ֗בְתִּי נֶהְפְּכוּ־בִֽי׃

All my intimate friends abhor me; And they whom I loved are turned against me.

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