וּמָ֣ה אֶֽ֭עֱשֶׂה כִּֽי־יָק֣וּם אֵ֑ל וְכִֽי־יִ֝פְקֹ֗ד מָ֣ה אֲשִׁיבֶֽנּוּ׃
What then shall I do when God riseth up? And when He remembereth, what shall I answer Him?
Read kabbalistic (mystical) interpretation of Job 31:14: and classical mystical sources.