Job 31:23 Kabbalah

כִּ֤י פַ֣חַד אֵ֭לַי אֵ֣יד אֵ֑ל וּ֝מִשְּׂאֵת֗וֹ לֹ֣א אוּכָֽל׃

For calamity from God was a terror to me, And by reason of His majesty I could do nothing.

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