אִם־קָרָ֥אתִי וַֽיַּעֲנֵ֑נִי לֹֽא־אַ֝אֲמִ֗ין כִּֽי־יַאֲזִ֥ין קוֹלִֽי׃
If I had called, and He had answered me; Yet would I not believe that He would hearken unto my voice—
Rashi on Job
I will not believe I will be unable to believe out of my fear for Him, for how do I not see Him?